A time of changes

Its been a while.
A long one in fact.
Ive done a great deal of many things.
I just moved out of my mothers house today.
I just had my first night at my new home.
A nice neighbourhood, my own entrance, my own room.
One over 3 times bigger then my prev. one.
It has its quirks, but i think its a good start.
Im just renting it, but at least i have the freedom to change it anytime i decide i dont like it.
But so far its ok.

Ive met a great deal of young women.
None of them turned out to be what i expected, and im in no relationship atm. - but im working on it, and dont really care for now.

Ive taken up a couple of sports.
Mostly painball - and im insane about it :D
Ive spent so much money on the equipment, that i dont like anyone talking about it.
Pretty much every weekend we go out into the wods in a group of about 40 people and start playing.
5 hours later we go home, tired, dirty, scratched up, and satisfied :)

Ive started dancing - against my will at first, but now im beggining to like it.

Im seeing a shrink.
Its helping, thou not quite the way i expected it to.
I think the trick is to really know not just your limitations, but also where they come from. And conciously make decisions based on that.
Its.... interesting :)

I have a pretty big private project im working on, thats not ecommerce related.
Everything i do now is legal ;P

Im sitting here in my room, working on my laptop, talking about the shit ive done in the past couple of months. Freaky. I think ive changed a lot, but thats not for me to decide.
Well - maybe its not that ive changed. Ive changed the world around me :)

Maybe i should quit smoking ? :P
Funny thing - im actually considering it - something i wouldnt have done before.
But ill have to go see a doctor - i tried doing it without drugs in the past, the non-prescription shit doesnt seem to work with me.

Maybe i have changed.... ?